I am in tears right now. I have no clue why my mom and dad have to be like this. All I said was that I didn't want to take Honors Geometry next year, and they got all mad at me like, "of course you're going to!!" I mean, it's my decision. I'm not going to focus my every single year at high school in Math. I'm seriously thinking a music major right now. And I'm not a kid!!! I'm a young adult, a teenager. But certainly not a kid. I cannot believe that they would stoop so low as to think that they can run my life and so on, that they have control on my every decision. I mean, I'd take every other class honors, and band and spanish, but math I just want to take a small break from and take just the normal one. That's what all my friends are doing! And I should be able to, also. My grades aren't that good either, and Mr. McLellan might not recommend me for Geometry honors... I'm sort of hoping he doesn't. But I suppose I can always switch out... if I say it's too hard for me. In fact-- you know, that's what I'm going to do. If there's even 1 lesson where I'm lost, or something of the sort, I'm going to say it's too hard for me. You know, I'm not super girl, or anything (though that is my SN.. lol). But what kills me is that they care more about my future than my present. In one of my Chrisopher Pike books (I forgot which), it said to focus on the present, don't live in the past or the future. The future hasn't been written out yet; you can still change it. Seriously, that's what my parents need to hear.

In other news, I finally cracked a few days ago and told my mom about the report card. Oh well. She's dispointed in me, but I promised her I would write my grades down, and she's gonna have a few conferances with my teachers. =P

My eyes are stinging right now from crying. I still haven't eaten dinner, coz I ran out of the room about 20 minutes ago in tears. They make me so mad. I hate to make my dad happy, have him think he persuaded me, when it's far from it. Of course, I'm not gonna tell him that. Can't wait till next week when I'll finally have that private 1/2 hour back again!! I'm thinking Moulin Rouge... oh yeah. =)

Anyway, all for now... grrrr I have too many requests!! This one girl has requested 2 avs so far that have so many frames!! And say stupid things like "a gorgeous guy with a lovely body named jeremy who is so hot makes a perfect peter!" or something like that. God, I hate Jeremy Sumpter. He's such a bitch. I read one of his interviews someone posted on RADNet... he sounded like a spoiled brat! But whatever... I'm gonna change my layout again soon. This one just makes me wanna play the sims! lol

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